Bad day

Not as bad as other people so I have really no right to moan. Don't feel well and miss my son who I know will never speak to me again and I don't understand why. I forgive him for all his mistakes (he'll say he never made any!) and I have made mistakes as well lets face it I'm only human, but for some reason he can't forgive me.  All I've ever tried to be is kind and supportive to all my family and friends. Funny thing is I know women who are really horrible to their children and always have been, and their kids love them to bits - I don't get it. The only way from here is up.