Holiday was awful we didn't stay at the cottage it was too filthy. Tried elsewhere but all booked came home at 1am. Spent rest of week sitting in the garden.
Yesterday after a visit to the Doctors yesterday, I hear hospital, tests, come in next week and I am frightened. I am trying to be normal but my stomach is churning and I can't take it in.
I will get through this I will I must, I want to live my life and have fun and go places.
Off to the Sealed Knot this weekend, perhaps I can forget the Doctor's serious face and look forward to a weekend of fun and friendship.